Dreams tending to nightmares

Discussion in 'Midnight Owl' started by aoeu, Jan 10, 2009.

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  1. aoeu

    aoeu Well-Known Member

    *Sigh* Dreams have been my escape, my means of avoiding reality... They're usually psychedelic, often confusing, and rarely truely pleasant, but always infinitely interesting. I love them... I did, anyhow.

    They're tending to nightmares. Not falling, not being chased by an impossible creature... They're nightmares because they're reality. Last night I had to deal with my dad and step-dad. It was positively horrifying, reliving a couple evenings from the past few years.

    The portion with my dad wasn't too noteable, he was just being hypocritical and... well, normal for him.

    The bit with my step-dad was violent. There was an incident about 3 years involving him and my sister, and I wasn't physically powerful enough to stop him... I started working out following that. In the dream, though, I thought I could best him that time... but I couldn't. I was completely helpless. I don't remember why we were grappling [it wasn't friendly, I don't think], I mostly remember the frustration of not being able to overpower him.

    I hope tonight's better, maybe crashing a battleship or something...
     
  2. aoeu

    aoeu Well-Known Member

    Last night was fortunately pretty sweet. Hooray!
     
  3. aoeu

    aoeu Well-Known Member

    More of them... I feel so helpless in them, whether physically or otherwise. Last night I wanted my family to leave me alone, but they wouldn't leave me alone. Please leave me alone... I moved so far away... but you still won't leave me alone.
     
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