Am i alone? For the longest time i thought i had got over my past, then the dreams started. i have always been able to control my dreams, even to the point of lucid dreaming and even flying on occasion. Now i close my eyes and i see him, every time it gets worse,not just my past, new things, inventive scenarios building in my mind, things that never happened, never took place are manafesting in my night terrors. i hate closing my eyes, infact i rarely do it now without a drink to dull my senses. why now? why these dreams? why can i not control them anymore??