Drifting...

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by BornFree, Dec 26, 2012.

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  1. BornFree

    BornFree Well-Known Member

    ... Like a balloon floating drifting steadily away
    No longer clutched, no longer valued or treasured
    Nothing left to feel... Nothing left to say...
    Only hopelessness & fear, all hope surrendered

    Weightless, completely detached, no longer free
    Just completely lost, alone isolated in space
    No home in someones heart, no place just for me
    Do you even care anymore, do you see tears on my face?

    Feelings of desperation, fear & terror overwhelm again
    How to carry on how to find a way foward when hopes lost
    It seems you have nothing but complete & utter disdain
    For me for us for all that we have lost from too high a cost

    Inflicting pain on myself physically
    Inflicting pain on others through my mere existence
    Causing pain & hurt so unequivacly
    Limiting their joy, restricting their freedom on my conscience

    Aimlessly reaching no goals not grounded or connected
    Heading towards the sun & its fiery furnace
    That will burn all thats bad & all thats disconnected
    No hope is left no hope for any sort of solace

    Like a lost balloon not loved,wanted or desired
    The end of a journey the end of an era
    Where all hope is lost & hope of survival expired
    All ties severed & nothing left thats dearer

    Than the price this soul has paid for being here already too long
    like a balloon set free drifting a victim of its fate
    of ruined relationships devastated ties of everything wrong
    All pieces of evidence that for this soul its already too late...
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I will reach out hun and catch the strong of your balloon and hold you here with us ok Hugs to you hun
     
  3. Ladybugaboo

    Ladybugaboo Well-Known Member

    Hmm... I feel the same way.
     
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