Im finding myself unable to muster up the inner drive and motivation to get on with my life. I know i need to go to college, but i just dont feel like it and im starting to wonder if i ever will. Im already 25 and i havent accomplished anything. I haven't even moved out of my parents house for heaven sake.. Of course that brings me to another question as to why im trying so hard to find love. Who could love someone who has no desire to make himself better? I cant even find people to be my friend, let alone a girlfriend. I must be fooling myself. Their must be something mentally wrong with me.