I don't think I can handle this. I started the semester taking 2 history courses, and I dropped one a while ago, and I think I need to drop my next one. I can't deal with essays... And I've got a presentation to give in class tomorrow, which I'm by no means prepared for. I mostly want to get drunk tonight... The drop deadline is past. I think I could successfully drop it, anyhow, since that was only last week and I've been getting good grades in the course, and I would have my psychiatrist's written approval. I don't want to do this. I've never dropped a course in my life... I can't handle school anymore, even though I have all the free time in the world! I'm having goddamn seizures I'm under so much stress. I don't see any solution to my life, since it's not even school causing stress.