I have been drinking more heavily and started taking coke to deal with every day life. The coke is hard to get so cant rely on it and i take sleeping pills every now and again to help me sleep as most nights i dont due to anxiety. I would rather self medicate than take perscription pills for anxiety. What are your thoughts and experiences? I also dont bother with therapists. Too time consuming, expensie and hard work. I cant tell friends and family how bad i am. Hence why im here.