something I probably shouldn't have seen, at least not in my frame of mine. Went to hang out an drink with a bunch of people. Drank a lot, felt alright and then got to see all the couples together and specifically a two single people hook up and make out. I just keep wondering when it will be my time and what can I do to be the better guy. Arm looks like a horror movie scene, and I could easily just end it with the scalpel. FUCK, why do I have to be who I am.