I've been drinking all week. I've gone through a bottle of jagermeister and bacardi 151 overproof rum. i'm kinda drunk right now (more at that stage of I know how to type but one more shot will have me done) I'm at my wits end about life right now, in the past week I've just had nothing but hell.. I just want it to be over. Nobody takes me seriously, not even after an attempt. I'm starting to get dependent on alcohol... tabbaco and weed.. Granted I haven't been high in a few months, but I've been drunk way to much latly... I don't know how to live my life like this anymore.. my friends are starting to get bothered by me always asking them to get me alcohol. I just want to end my life right now, but I don't at the same time. I just.. need the alcohol to wash away my pain.. post probably doesn't make sense, I don't even know what I was typing.