So I’m drunk. Do I care? Does anyone care? I’ve also just taken a handful of painkillers. So what? Does anyone bother? No. So I’m ill. Nobody gives a shit. I have tremors, piercing headaches, my eyesight is being affected. Doctors? Why bother. Not interested. I’ll just live with this, whatever it is. Save everyone the trouble. I have degenerative secondary arthritis……so what!? I sit here alone... and will stay here until I can sit here no longer. Then I’ll be gone. Out the way. Best and only place for me, I guess.