I can't believe it. I was a walking time bomb, about to have a heart attack or drop dead at any given time. I went along with help so I didn't get sectioned, and did the minimal necessary. But I'm gutted. I'm still pretty ill, but not as ill as I was. I'm gutted I did all that voluntarily. Mind you, better that than being forced to have the whole treatment under a section, but urgh, I'm all confused. Sorry.