I live in a county that is raising revenue by arresting everybody for DUI's. I am 45 years old, 3 college degrees, an ICU RN. I came from a very abusive family and made a success out of myself all alone with no family. I am a good citizen and have done a lot of community service. I was arrested for the first time in my entire life 4 months ago IN MY HOUSE for a fake DUI after my car broke down on the side of the road. I just won the case last week in a settlement but they are making me pay massive fines to assuage the county's "revenue raising" program, ordered no alcohol consumption even at a wedding or in my own home, mandatory random alcohol checks for a year, community service hours, or I go to jail. WTF??? Before the case went to trial, cops in the same county targeted me 1 week before the trial on the road and gave me ANOTHER DUI to ensure a win in the first case. This second one will be very hard to win because I refused the breathalyzer to prove a point at what assholes these cops are here. My life is over. I cannot work as a nurse anymore. My license is taken away from me - so I can't drive to all the probation requirements of the first case - which means I will go to jail. I am not sleeping at all. At all. I am awake 24 hours a day in hell. Totally isolated in a rural community with no friends and no car and no career. This is hell. I never smile or laugh. I have lost all trust in societal institutions. I want to xxx myself.