Yes. Nothing else to say. Time to end the madness and be assertive for the first and last time.
Again, as a legal disclaimer, this goes for me and not necessarily everybody else.
See, I'm empathetic. I know pain and regret as others. But they're willing to change. I'm not so angry or desperate, just realistic. Just have to focus each day on building up nerve, which is natural.
A lot of people jump off Golden Gate Bridge, but it's more the impact on the water at 75mph that kills people than drowning. So it's hard to find a painless method without putting others in physical jeopardy or scarring someone, like a train conductor, for life.
I know you'll probably block all this. But I felt I had to remind myself of reality and not get lost in a fantasy world. Again, I'm sorry I'm not being as empathetic to others here as I could. Maybe in the meantime I could try to be a friend to someone here.
