It seems to me that dying is actually harder than some expect. Or maybe it is easy for other people except me. I'm sure if I had access to a gun or knew how to get one this bs life would be over. Personally I just want to go peacefully though. And not be completely aware that I am dying. Of course, like everything else in my life that chance was f*cked up by none other than me. I couldn't even get my kidneys to stay down. So now I feel here I can tell what I truly feel inside. I am close to being a god. I am nearly invincible. What would kill other people will barely leave a mark on me. I don't like to admit it because I try to fit into the "sane" category. But nothing can put me down right now.
When those pills finally get here they will just add to the fun rather than be a threat. Please, take the time to reflect on what it was like to have some sort of message from a greater power. :wink:
When those pills finally get here they will just add to the fun rather than be a threat. Please, take the time to reflect on what it was like to have some sort of message from a greater power. :wink: