dysphoria

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Scully, Nov 12, 2009.

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  1. Scully

    Scully Well-Known Member

    I'll be 30 next september.

    I was told I've been in dysphoria probably since very little, due to traumas and complex PTSD. I have BDP now. I wish I just had the courage to <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods>.

    I've never known what you call happiness. I feel happy things, but it's distorted due to BDP. I guess at best I'm called an artists. But I'm a freak I know it.
     
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  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    You're not a freak. I'm sorry for what you're going through though, and I hope you'll stay here and keep talking about how you feel.
     
  3. Scully

    Scully Well-Known Member

    I stay here. It helps me a lot to be here. And I couldn't thank enough all the good people I can talk to here; I don't believe in God, but bless you. Universally let's say.
     
  4. Scully

    Scully Well-Known Member

    I just want to end it all. It's unbearable. No therapy, no meds, no cutting, no talking, no trying to talk to my real dad... And the rest. Nothing works. It's like there's a curse on my head, each time I have hope and try, it brings me more down. It's nearly unbelievable. I start thinking the less I try, the better it'll work.
     
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