I don't know if this thread belongs here... I didn't know where else to put it. I has very depressed when I was a teenager(im 24 now). by the time I was 17 no dr I found knew what to do with me. I had tried just about everything available at the time. finally drs. suggested e.c.t. my rents didn't know what to do anymore and I didn't really care, so we went through with it. I think I had 6 or 8 treatments with little to no result. the problem that I am facing now is severe memory loss. I am again dealing with depression and when the drs ask questions about previous meds and about my mental health hisory I have little to no answers. I have very few memories from the time I was 15 to the time I was 18. its really hard for me to deal with. friends talk about activities I was involved in and I remember nothing. there were lengthly hospitalizations I have no memory of. I guess the point of my rambeling is... is there anything I can do to help regain any of the lost memories? has anyone else gone through e.c.t. with this same problem? I just want to remember!