I wake up every morning and I don't want to move. I don't want to see or contact anyone and just be left alone. I don't want to be given something to do because in the end I know I will fail. I'm 19 now but I've been sick with Lyme Disease for 14 years. I have a very loving family and a good group of friends, but I feel like I'm a burrden and wish they would forget about me. I think I am a waste of space and completely worthless I just want everything around me to stop moving. I'm not suicidal but I'm afraid of moving forward. At this point I just don't know what to do.