I've always been alone.. From a very young age I have taken care of my baby sister, my mentally and physically sick mother, and an older brother who has seizures. I am 16 years old. I have lost every reason to move on. I don't know what to do anymore. My sister has gotten to the age that she hates me.. and yet I have taken care of her from the time I was four and a half years old. My mother, whom has both severe physical and mental sicknesses, hates me. I have been taking care of her since I was eight. My father is never around.. He is always working and isn't there to see how I am being treated. My brother has moved out, he has seizures and I have watched over him since I was twelve. And now.. I have met the most amazing guy. He has it all; looks, brains, brawn, girls, etc. And yet he chose to fall in love with me. We have been dating for 8 months now and my father has said that he will sign the papers for me to get married young. My boyfriend and I have discussed this. On our one year anniversary, he wants to propose. He wants to get married next August. I am so scared I can't see straight.. But I'm the one who's been an adult from the age of ten. I shouldn't be scared.. And I don't even have the guts to tell my boyfriend that I am scared. I am afraid if I tell him he is going to think that I don't want to marry him. But I really do. He's always there for me and makes me so happy.. I just don't know what to do..