I have no intentions of having thanksgiving dinner with my family. Yes, I am an ungrateful selfish bastard, but they are toxic as shit. I tried to volunteer somewhere but the lady told me that they have enough volunteers which i think makes no sense at all. So now I am just desperate to get out of here in someway or another. Again, I know I'm being selfish, but I can't deal with them. They are not very understanding and don't care when they wound me.