Easier

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by LunaShadow, Mar 5, 2013.

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  1. LunaShadow

    LunaShadow Active Member

    It'd be easier in the end, wouldn't it? It'd be easier for me to just stop giving a damn, get up and walk out the door and end it because I'm tired. So tired of all this.

    There is no reprieve for me, is there? Not really.

    Gods. I wish...I really wish this could end, this stress, this worry, this responsibility...I wish I could die. Wish I could get peace, rest.

    But it won't happen.
     
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Hi Luna...but it seems you do care...what is going on for you and how can we be there to support you through this rough time? Please let us know
     
  3. LunaShadow

    LunaShadow Active Member

    I...I feel. Tired. Used by family, betrayed because I realized how my mom used me..how she failed to protect me...ugh.

    In the end...it's time to move forward. It's just, is it possible to move forward when you feel so alone? So lost?
     
  4. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    I do understand about a mother not protecting a child...my father abused/raped me and my mother sent me to him out of her own fears...I know how much that hurts
     
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