my pdoc is suggesting shock therapy. i've read a book about it. i'm not particuarly intersted in having it done. my bf doesn't want me to have it. my pdoc wants me to get it as an outpatient which means someone has to look after me when i get home because he says i will be confused after treatments ... and i was kinda assuming it would be my bf taking care of me. i remember thinking when i was on the ward that the patients who were getting shock therapy really seemed messed up (after getting shocked). thoughts?