ED is back

I thought I was over this, got out of treatment in September and really did not think I would relapse this bad. I fucking hate this. I suppose it is because I feel so fucking horrible and dont want to feel this way so I purge, but it really is just making my life hell again.

 

I'm sorry you're having such a hard time right now. :/ It's so hard, I totally get that... you leave treatment and you feel like you're finally in control, and then you return. I think you just need to keep working towards it. Try and focus on the time when you were recovered rather than the harder times you're facing now. I hope everything works out.

 

I'm sorry you're struggling right now. Has anything triggered the relapse? Its often very beneficial to seek help before we slide too far down that slippery slope, do you think you can let somoene in and let them help now? Before it takes too much of a hold?