i have no one to love and never will i have no one to confide in and i never will i have no friends adn never will i want kids but never can i have no feelings but hate anger and pure disgust for those you can and have all the things i want in life i stopped breathin when i was 1 yrs old and was dead offically for 5 and a1/2 minutes ...... i was not meant to live and since that day 22 yrs ago my life has been hell no frinds no luck i have never meet a person who has liked me always the weird kid the weird fat ugly kid and to top it off i can never have the 1 thing i want kids cos god just loves his little jokes but now is the time to leave this world behind i have tried to fit into any group in socity townies rockers indies hip hop alternitive i lost 8 stone been fat thin toned muscular and no matter what i do ppl still look and treat me like shit no one wants me and with this coldness inside like a never ending winter i now need and want no one the time is coming i feel relaxed cold and emotionless with the <mod edit: Malcontent - methods> i have ready after i have finished this last message i will right the wrong of many yrs ago and die i have not cared for so long and i don not know a womens touch i have never felt my skin against skin i am forever lonley.
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