so moved here fully 10-15 years ago with high hopes and dreams, ambitions just to learn... absolutely nothing other than english. now i am so numbed that thinking about going back to where i use to live doesn't even figure, i'd not succeed there either- too advanced and use to be just fine. not too easy, not too hard. and going to colleges and unis here- a nono too= big depression.
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