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Effects haunting me

Discussion in 'After Effects' started by goneforever, Oct 28, 2013.

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  1. goneforever

    goneforever Active Member

    all of my attempts on my life seem to follow me in my thoughts and dreams everyday. Trying to <mod edit - methods> seems to follow me. although I wanted them to happen at the time I hate reliving them all the time it just makes me more depressed than I am and want to act on them again just to end it.
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  2. Traveler

    Traveler New Member

    I know how you feel and it is hard to let go of the past. Someone once told me the hardest thing to do is forgive yourself and I think that is what we all need to do. I struggle with that every day remember that past too much when I should be looking to the future as to what it holds and start each day new.
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  3. mpang123

    mpang123 Well-Known Member

    I am still haunted by my suicidal attempts, especially the last one. It's good to know that I'm not alone on this.
  4. ksmith621

    ksmith621 Member

    I totally understand what you're talking about. After each of my attempts I woke up every night from nightmares. They would come as flashbacks during the day. And sometimes I got mad that they didn't work. But the best thing for me was to talk about them thoroughly with someone I trusted. That happened to be my best friends. Trust me, talking about it takes some of the pain away.
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