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[Tahiti]

Drinking a cup or Corona that I snuck from my uncle's refrigerator, and feeling elevated. Not drunk- I can still think clearly- but just feeling like I DON'T GIVE A SHIT HA HA HA.

I'm so obsessed about drinking now at this age, and I try to get a hold of it whenever I can, so I don't want to imagine myself 2 to 4 years from now, if I make it.

Like- whoa- look at that girl who passed out on the street! Is she a hobo? :sad:

Yeah, I admit, I'm a coward. I don't want to imagine my life couple years from now- or imagine my life at all. I don't think that I will ever lead a satisfactory life. At the very least I'll be struggling to live in the worst area of Compton or something and/or leeching off my dad. God I feel like shit.

I pray that someone-anyone- will just come by and knock me over the head with a bat. That way, I'll lose my conscience and maybe even my life. Or at the very least, I'll lose my memory. I have half a mind to purposely place myself in dangerous situations.

 

[Stray Kitten]

I don't drink, but I still hate thinking about the future.

Do you know why you drink? Could you perhaps drink socially instead, so you're safe, with friends, and can possibly drink less and have fun, instead of drinking alone?

Unfortunately, I doubt placing yourself in dangerous situations will result in someone knocking you over the head with a bat. Probably something much less desirable. It's a much better idea to just stay safe and work through whatever it is which is making you drink so much.

 

[Tahiti]

Easier said than done.

College life most likely will be something akin to this:


:drunk:


Which will inevitably lead me to:


:stretcher


And a Big Fat F on an important assignment. I just know that that'll happen, if I make it to college. :mellow:

 

[TheBLA]

I pray that someone-anyone- will just come by and knock me over the head with a bat. That way, I'll lose my conscience and maybe even my life. Or at the very least, I'll lose my memory. I have half a mind to purposely place myself in dangerous situations.

The only thing I'd do is come by and give you a big fat hug if you don't mind and whatever help I can offer.

I myself have never touched alcohol and never plan on doing so, I find nothing good about it, but I don't wanna offend all the so many others that enjoy it, just as I am addicted to computers and videogames.

I just don't know why college students love smoking and drinking so much, paying to destroy your body? You'd have to pay me at least a million to even smoke one cigarette! :mellow:

Sorry I can't really relate to you and I myself find alcohol and stuff like that stuff to absolutely stay away from and hate them and feel the world would be much better off without it. Eh.