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Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by Lady Byron, Jul 29, 2008.

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  1. Lady Byron

    Lady Byron Well-Known Member

    I don't know where to post this. But since it makes me depressed, I'll put it in the Depression forum. Sometimes I can't help but just feel as if my emotions will just take over. I don't even know what causes me to feel a certain way most of the time. Looking at everything, my life has never been as bad as most of the peoples' lives on SF, so I shouldn't feel the way I feel. But I just can't help it. And then I feel so stupid for feeling the way I feel, like I shouldn't be allowed to feel this way. And I've realized that whoever it was that said I might push people away because I may come off as needy is right. I need and expect too much out of everyone. But I think it's because for so long I've depended on only myself for comfort when I needed it because my parents sure as hell were never there when I needed someone to comfort me and neither were my so called friends. And I keep thinking that maybe if I weren't so needy, maybe then my friends would actually stay around. I'm just going to have to learn how to shutup even more. Pretend everything's fine when it's not (I already do that but I'm going to have to work on it). I've always been able to mask how I feel. That began when Jessica moved in. I also can't help but wonder if bottling up all these emotions is the reason why I can't sleep. It doesn't matter anymore though. Emotions are going to be bottled up anyway, even if they kill me.
     
  2. Anju

    Anju Well-Known Member

    Please don't try to bottle everything up, it's not healthy =/ even if you think you come accross as 'needy', it's still important to talk about things.

    Don't feel stupid for feeling how you do, everyone can have their bad days, even if there is no apparent cause. We all just have to try and help each other through it.

    If you ever need someone to talk to feel free to drop me a message :hug: stay safe.
     
  3. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    You have to let go of those emotions you are trying to bottle up.Why do you want to keep holding on to them. All they do is poison the way you think. You need to try to change them to positive thoughts. You have friends here at the forum to ask advice from. We are hear for you!! Sorry I don't have anything else to tell you, right now my thoughts are getting all jumbled up. I can't focus on what I am trying to say.
     
  4. Lady Byron

    Lady Byron Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry if this sounds bitchy Stranger1, but I don't know anyone here!! I've been here for about 2 years and only met a couple of people. I don't know how to let go of these emotions because I tell someone and then they push me away. I'd rather feel like shit (excuse the language) and have friends than have no friends and tell everyone what I think and feel.
     
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