Hello, I just want to say that I either want to live my life to the fullest - be 'highly' successful, be peaceful and happy, have a career and a stable relationship, be around family and good friends or the other side of it - completely forgotten, in short dead. I am leaning on the former choice. I can't lead a mediocre life of being no one, below average any longer. I have decided to either reach the top of the food chain or perish in isolation. Mediocre life sucks for me. Since, I am leaning for the former choice, that is give my best and be the best, I need YOUR help to achieve my dream. So, firstly how do I STOP <mod edit - not appropriate> Secondly, how to STOP internet addiction? I have decided to delete my facebook account permanently. I will also delete whattsapp account. But how to stop myself from surfing porn. I need your help. Thirdly, how to trust my girl completely? I am in a relationship for 14 months. Whenever, she talks to men face to face, or on facebook/whattsapp I become scared that she will leave me although she has promised that she will never do that. How can I TRUST her completely? Please help me. Fourthly, how can I start exercising and eat healthy? That's all I want from you people. I want you all to give me some PRACTICAL tips to DESTROY my problems and replace them with healthy habits. Guys, I need your help.I am a pathetic piece of trash. I KNOW THAT.