so for about 2 months ive been going to NWCASA. the therapist there is elizabeth. she has been very helpful to me. i love going to her, i can talk to her and i feel secure with her. well last week she went on vacation til jan4th. i have been going crazy, my parents are on my ass and they keep throwing at me how they had to rush me to the emergancy room and how i tried to kill myself. everything ive worked so hard to lock away, and forget about everything ive learned to block out has been thrown up at me in the past 3 days. me and mom are constantly fighting, i just want this break to be over, i wanna go back to school already. last night i was thinking about elizabeth and how much i go to her, a few nights ago i left her a voicemail beacuse i was crying and thinking about cutting again. i feel like im depending on her alittle too much. i know i need her. i have started cutting again and she knows. she told me last week that she was worried about me and that if i need anything i can call dana, another therapist that works with her. i thanked her and told her that it wouldnt be right for me to go to dana. my biggest fear is getting close to elizabeth then having her leave me like everyone else has. *not sure where to put this* NWCASA is center against sexual assult.