Hi, my name is Shawna, 27 and I live in KY. I'm a stay at home mom with a 7 month old little girl. Lots of time to be alone. I've had depression since I can remember and I began to have anxiety attacks at the age of 17. I always thought depression was horrible, but my anxiety is so much worse. Depression is like "I want to die" and the anxiety is "Please god don't let me die!" But the last couple of weeks for me have been very difficult to get through, so I'm hoping I'll fit in here and maybe feel understood by others, because I rarely do.