This isn't life or death... just something thats weird that I've been thinking.*cough* This man I look up to and is basically my mentor... whom I've been talking to about my problems the last few months... who is 20 + years older than me. Well... I'm really embarrassed... but I've been having thoughts more on the... well errmmm attracted to him side. This is totally wrong because of the age diffrence and the sheer fact that I look up to him.. It may be a silly crush.. but last night I actually had a sexual dream about him.. and when I woke up it freaked me out and I felt really... perverted and weird... this guys just trying to help me and oh my god I'm having dreams about him.. er.... what the hell? I'm kind of scared to talk to him now... should I just ignore the dream and pretend it didn't happen???