I apologize in advance if I am possibly making an inappropriate thread. I have never met others that cut themselves, I used to always be told I wanted attention and was a brat. I couldn't stop and I would always hear how pathetic and ridiculous I was, a spoiled bratty attention wanting individual. I searched online for answers to cutting, but whenever I would find a website, whenever people were cutting themselves, they would show them off, saying how beautiful it is... I felt all alone because I on the other hand am embarrassed. I hate the scars, I hate being this way. I feel weak and stupid but I can't stop, it's to the point I hate myself...Am I on my own??