I read alot of posts on here, and it's mostly people who don't eat period it seems. I almost wish I was doing that instead, I've been struggling with emotional eating. I switch from starvation to binge eating constantly, and I can't enjoy anything in the day without having food. I just hate that food gets such a reaction out of me, I feel addicted to food and its like dopamine overload when I sit down and have a feast in front of me. I'm just tired of it. I don't even want to eat period right now.. but that will only last till I can binge again. I just want the cycle to stop. I just want to eat like normal people, and not have to eat till my stomach is hurting, and bloated. It's so hard though.. I don't know really what the point of this post is or what I'm really trying to say. It's kind of hard to get across my issue via text, but I don't know. /rant