i have started taking my a/d's now after having them for 3 months, didn't want to take them b4 as i ws scared of what they will do but having been down for a long time i decided to take control of this. seems my mood swings were very unpredictable and i could be emotional leading to rash decisions. but now i feel totally unemotional about everything, i just don't care about stuff now. its like being in an almost zombie state of mind and plodding on thru the day. weird side effects too but not too bad. will see how it goes, maybe between the pills and the councelling i can get thru this.