I dont even feel like I would hurt myself (or as you say self harming) today. I cant smile, cant cry, cant yell. I just feel like an empty body. Everything seems fine from the outside, but inside is always like a bowl of mixed feelings, but not today. That bowl is empty. What can I write when talking about nothing. I wish I could go in bed and wake up in 20 years to see if I feel better. :-((
I like those hugs, they seem so real when looking at the good I can feel when I look at them. Finally, I was scared by my absence of emotion and I went to the hospital to see a social worker and get help. She talked with me until I said I was not going to drink and/or to hurt myself tonight. It took 3 hours. She gave me a lot of support and I have to admit...some good ideas too. Thanks to all those who make my life more bearable.
Way to go Kassy i am glad you went and got some support for You I hope you always reach out okay you can pm me anytime too hugs
