Emptiness

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by Kassy, Jul 13, 2011.

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  1. Kassy

    Kassy Well-Known Member

    I dont even feel like I would hurt myself (or as you say self harming) today.
    I cant smile, cant cry, cant yell.

    I just feel like an empty body.

    Everything seems fine from the outside, but inside is always like a bowl of mixed feelings, but not today. That bowl is empty.

    What can I write when talking about nothing.
    I wish I could go in bed and wake up in 20 years to see if I feel better.

    :-((
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:
     
  3. Kassy

    Kassy Well-Known Member

    I like those hugs, they seem so real when looking at the good I can feel when I look at them.


    Finally, I was scared by my absence of emotion and I went to the hospital to see a social worker and get help.

    She talked with me until I said I was not going to drink and/or to hurt myself tonight. It took 3 hours.
    She gave me a lot of support and I have to admit...some good ideas too.

    Thanks to all those who make my life more bearable.
     
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Way to go Kassy i am glad you went and got some support for You I hope you always reach out okay you can pm me anytime too hugs
     
  5. suicider628

    suicider628 Well-Known Member

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