Emptiness

[Kassy]

I dont even feel like I would hurt myself (or as you say self harming) today.
I cant smile, cant cry, cant yell.

I just feel like an empty body.

Everything seems fine from the outside, but inside is always like a bowl of mixed feelings, but not today. That bowl is empty.

What can I write when talking about nothing.
I wish I could go in bed and wake up in 20 years to see if I feel better.

:-((

 

[total eclipse]

:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

 

[Kassy]

I like those hugs, they seem so real when looking at the good I can feel when I look at them.


Finally, I was scared by my absence of emotion and I went to the hospital to see a social worker and get help.

She talked with me until I said I was not going to drink and/or to hurt myself tonight. It took 3 hours.
She gave me a lot of support and I have to admit...some good ideas too.

Thanks to all those who make my life more bearable.

 

[total eclipse]

Way to go Kassy i am glad you went and got some support for You I hope you always reach out okay you can pm me anytime too hugs

 

[suicider628]

:hug: