I just am so worn out, so tired of this. And knowing that it's just going to continue, over and over, every day, for the rest of the year. It seems like forever. And I hate myself so much for whining like this, but I just feel like absolute shit. In these situations I usually try to distract myself or something, watch a movie, listen to music, but right now I just want to lie down and sleep, just drown myself in my own thoughts. I could be doing so many more things than school. I could be doing something that makes me genuinely happy. I could do something that makes me feel good and fulfilled. But I'm stuck here because of my parents. And there's so much stress, and I feel like I won't be able to handle real life if I can't handle fucking high school. I just want to fall completely inside of myself.