So my sister contacted me. She talked to my mom found out I am attending a wedding. She gave me the usual updates that I get from her on her life. Asked for updates on mine. So I gave her updates on mine. I know that her interest is empty. She said we should hang out... that will only be at the wedding. That won't be anything I really want to do. I would like to have someone to actually talk too about my plans and goals. I think sometimes that my lack of motivation is because all I do is type my plans. Really I think that I am just even more boring than my roommate. No one comments on my facebook posts. No one talks to me, on other forums, I post threads... they get no responses. All my other online friends do not seem to be around anymore. With my roommate moving out I will be one step away from having no one. My plans involve moving to another state or country when next I move. Then I will be alone... no attachments... nothing... Anyway enough rambling sorry... just really depressed for some reason.