Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Tanee, Mar 4, 2013.

  1. Tanee

    Tanee Active Member

    I am feeling so very lost lately. Empty.
    Being empty is the worst feeling in the world.
    I would rather be depressed, I would rather be suicidal, I would rather be full of rage
    than feel empty.
    Because at least when you're depressed, suicidal, or full of rage
    you have a purpose.
    Not when you're empty.
    When I'm empty, I hate myself more.
    Feeling empty makes me feel worthless.
    Like I'm nothing.
    It's not that I'm alone - really, I'm never alone.
    I have my fiance, my best friend, my daughter....I'm almost always with at least one of them.
    If not, then I'm at work.
    I'm not feeling lonely, I'm feeling empty.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Empty hun that feeling i can relate too. Have you ever reached out for help hun therapy to get you some help to see why you are feeling this way and how you can fill that emptiness
  3. Tanee

    Tanee Active Member

    I am currently seeing a psychiatrist and we are waiting on results from some psychological testing I did on Friday. Once we have a diagnosis we can move forward. I have an appointment on the 15th.