I am feeling so very lost lately. Empty. Being empty is the worst feeling in the world. I would rather be depressed, I would rather be suicidal, I would rather be full of rage than feel empty. Because at least when you're depressed, suicidal, or full of rage you have a purpose. Not when you're empty. When I'm empty, I hate myself more. Feeling empty makes me feel worthless. Like I'm nothing. It's not that I'm alone - really, I'm never alone. I have my fiance, my best friend, my daughter....I'm almost always with at least one of them. If not, then I'm at work. I'm not feeling lonely, I'm feeling empty.