Hey, I'm feeling really crappty tonight. I'm supposed to start therapy next week but where's the point? The meds don't seem to work.. at first i felt better but now i'm starting to feel worst again. Why can't I work through it, get over and be done with it?? A colleague of mine told me tonight that she is glad that she can tell me about her worries and fears and that her fantasies are always worse than her reality. I'm really glad for her but what are you supposed to do when your reality is worse than your fantasies?? What do do you then?