Hello. i have not, for a while used, this website...I, however require, desperately a bit of help... I cannot, into the near future, at all, envision such a thing...Through these eyes, everything seems to quite literally be darkened, or rather shaded for some reason...I have nothing...I understand, that acquired things, over time may fill the nothingness. Time moves too slow... I'd come to truly hate people. Not sure, what ive posted before, but I, presently aswell hate myself... Im giving this person a fair chance, seeking out all possible means of help. this website being one...Not sure what any of you could say, but please, do so, say something. Anything at all... Thank you.