My username is about as ironic as it gets. I asked for my account to be shut down, but it's ok since i'm shutting down my facebook, my twitter, and just about every other online account i own. I've decided to move on as it were, what i have isn't worth fighting for. I asked the admins to leave up my contact info...but that won't matter, because they won't, and secondly you won't be able to reach me anyways. I'm sure we'll all meet again someday, in person, because internet is a mortal thing. thank you to those who supported me in my time of need, and i wish i could have helped some of you, but as many seemed to point out, i'm not capable of that. im apparently the biggest asshole ever. So i apologize for that. The wold has enough assholes without me. I wish you all the best of luck in your lives, stay safe, and remember that Suicide is all about perspective, because it's my option.