If I fail a nursing class I am in, I am going to commit suicide. No ifs, ands, or buts. If I fail it, I am going to be pulled out of the nursing program. I have dedicated four years of my life to this. If I can't continue, it will all be for nothing. Wasted time. Wasted energy. Wasted money. Oh so much wasted money. I'll be no better off than the moment I left high school. There is nothing left for me. I don't want to flip burgers, I want to help people. At least I have a few weeks to get my affairs in order, if I am even allowed to continue in the class. It is up to the Dean of Nursing. Not much to it other than finding a home for my precious kitty.