Finding this place has been a godsend. In just over a week, the support I have received here has been amazing and I want to thank any of you that I have spoken with for the pleasure of your company. Some have exceeded my expectations and you know who you are I hope. I woke up this morning beside myself. Yesterday was a steady slide downhill after a quick uphill climb friday and Saturday. For any of you that have spoken with me and have given my ordeal any thought, I wanted to let you know talking to people and relating to people here gave me the courage to call a local crisis line again, and make an appointment with my doctor again. I don't know where this is gonna lead, or even if I will keep the appointments. But for the first time in a very, very long time I think I see light at the end of the tunnel. Thanks to all of my new friends here. Much love and respect.