So I’m just sitting here and reading everyone’s posts. So many people talk about suicide, suicide and more suicide. Some people will commit suicide, it’s inevitable. There are so many ways to die and suicide has to be the most painful. Confusing way to go. I am not big on religion. I have never read the bible or gone to church. But there is something else here, there is a place where everything is beautiful, and there is no pain. Everything happens for a reason. If something should happen, it will and if something shouldn’t happen, it won’t. Suicide is a HUGE decision. It’s not something that you can think about for a second, while you’re on the can. There are some people who kill themselves because their boyfriend or girlfriend broke up with them. They thought it was a good idea at the time. But now they are dead, spending the rest of eternity, in a room being sad and more alone than they have ever felt. There is so much war and hunger, there are people being raped, people being murdered. Imagine that. People are being mutilated by crazy people and beaten to death; meanwhile, suicide victims have the luxury of taking their time, planning everything out, being in the comfort of their own home. Everyone needs to fight. Fight through whatever the hell is in our way. If somebody broke in your house and attacked you, would you just lay there and let it happen? Even If you were smaller than the perpetrator, and there was No way in hell you were going to win. You would fight! It’s called instinct. We as human beings are here to fight for survival. Just like wild animals. Suicide makes me angry! My boyfriend in high school took his own life 2 days after I broke up with him. I don’t talk about anything I have no idea about. His suicide made me want to fight so much harder than ever before. I’m not here to fight with anyone or make anybody mad. If I offended or upset anybody, I am truly sorry. My intentions a truly good and I hope somebody reads this and something sticks with them. Please don’t anybody take this personally! It’s just what I’m thinking and feeling at the moment! If you are thinking of suicide, I beg you to call somebody, or write to me, or talk to a friend. There are 18 billion million people in the world, NOBODY is alone!