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Endgame at last

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Moat, Sep 24, 2011.

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  1. Moat

    Moat Banned Member

    Well, here it is! The last posting I will ever leave. I kind of thought it never would arrive at this and be able to keep on fighting the good fight against those demons that shadowed me all my life, but I suppose we are only as strong when we have close friends to lean on...
    I always thought I'd beat them or at the least, hold them at bay, but every day they have gained a millimeter on the front, a centimeter, an inch, until they're in place to batter down the door.
    It's not much of an endgame, but it's an end. I'm too tired to fight anymore. Let them enter, so I can leave the battlefield once and for all...
  2. Speedy

    Speedy Staff Alumni

    I'm sorry to hear that... :i'm sorry: Wish things were going more peachy ATM.
  3. windlepoons

    windlepoons Well-Known Member

    What are the demons telling you Leif?
    Let us help you in the good fight.
  4. peacelovingguy

    peacelovingguy Well-Known Member


    sounds like - very bad!!!

    Problems - that's what you have buddy - and problems are not demons.

    Just seems that way with depression.

    Of course I use artistic license also when describing depression.

    What are your problems then mate?

    Anything out of the ordinary?

    Or just the same old new tale and the same old story?

    Kind of rhymes a bit.

    Anyhow - hope this helps.

    How about close friends - any you can talk to out there?

    Even the close friends I have - well - no way would I open up!

    Family I have - but sparingly.

    Told some girl once who fell asleep.

    sure - made me feel - er, insecure?

    Well - glad actually!

    Sharing helps.

    Tell us what's on your mind.

  5. Mandy1

    Mandy1 Antiquities Friend & Senior Member

    hey,keep talking here theres people who can understand and try too help,dont give up,not yet, theres help sweetheart.try too explain why you feel so desperate,explain your demons if you can.
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