Ive been thinking more and more about killing myself of late. Right now, Ive gone to drink, it stops the "empty" feeling inside if not the thoughts. But as times gone on, my depression hasn't lifted, I've lost more friends, left school, lost my job, and have access to more than enough <mod edit - methods> to do it. While life isn't necessarily hard... I dont find any reason to continue living, Ive lost interest in the day to day s**t and I just don't see the point anymore. I Just want it to be over.