Ending it

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Breathe, Nov 22, 2010.

  1. Breathe

    Breathe Well-Known Member

    I really think with my whole heart that i was born to kill myself in the end.
    I been struggling with it for years and i think its time soon.
    I am not scared or sad, not angry or confused.
    I think its time.
    Only passion i have in life is my fiancee. He is the only thing keeping me to this place. I am annoyed at our relationship for that, i am too weak to sever it.
    I want to pack up my stuff, walk for days, enjoy the freedom a few more days before i end it. But he is holding me back.
    I will kill myself soon. I see no other point staying here i have no future.
    I am so tired of fighting off my fate.
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    This is so sad...you have someone who loves you and seemingly, someone you love...what has brought you to the point where you feel this way? Have you sought care for your depression? I hope before you harm yourself, you give yourself the opportunity to enjoy the person who cares for you...big hugs, J
  3. Kirsty_Ann

    Kirsty_Ann Well-Known Member


    Other than a feeling of it being your destiny, is there any other reason you don't want to live?

    Wow, he must be impressive, been together long?

    Why do you think you have no future? You're only 18, you have such a long stretch of life ahead . . .