I'm a Scottish guy who has had enough of life. I may not have the worst life comparing to others but i don't feel i can offer anyone anything more. I have 3 kids & 3 grandkids, with another one due in November, i know what people will say but to be honest my grandkids are too young to know me. I feel i'm just living the same day, every day, life is so mundane. I'm not looking for sympathy or for anyone to try to talk my out of it, i'm just getting things off my chest to people who maybe in a similar situation as myself.