As I end this past year, I begin to wonder whether this next year will improve things or not. I feel like I am a hamster running on a wheel going nowhere fast. I am still spending most of my time home alone with no desire to do much more. I know I need to get out doing things, and I need to begin to foster my interests. I am scared to death of socializing and too depressed to have much interest in anything. So I am back to my original question will things change this next year. Is it really worthwhile to keep on trying to keep myself alive hoping things will change?