Ending?

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Brokenx, May 23, 2008.

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  1. Brokenx

    Brokenx Active Member

    I feel like i'm coming to the end, seriously now i have had enough.
    Ok so i have explained about my agraphobia and anxiety and depression and i am finding it so hard to cope, the only life i have is online...
    Well my mum is an alcaholic and she drinks every day, everyday she starts with me, she calls me an ugly bitch she tells me i need to go out, she tells me i need to move out, when she no's i have nowere else to go, i can't go shopping or anything for myself so i can't go home...But i think i have taken all i can take, i have no engery to fight anymore, it seems i am constantly fighting other people's stress and i have no time to deal with my demonds..
    I don't want to be here anymore, i want to die.
    She is even trying to turn my siblings against me, there all i have.
    My step dad wants me to go, he has 4 other children to my mum (1 passed away) and im not included in his family unit, he wants me to go home and get through this myself..She said i have to go tomorrow, so i don't no if i will survive anyways...
    I want to die, the only thing that is stopping me is it going wrog.:sad:
     
  2. Gunner12

    Gunner12 Well-Known Member

    Do you have any friend's or public places where you can stay for a bit?

    You going away for a bit might make your parents realize what they are missing.

    I'm very sorry about how your "parents" treat you.
     
  3. Brokenx

    Brokenx Active Member

    i have agraphobia
     
  4. tilly

    tilly Member

    Hi Brokenx. how old are you?
     
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