Endless pain, is all that I deserve The hatred with in me the hatred I recieve, Makes me more and more angry Cold heart tears, tear down my cheek Crying slowly in hope to sleep 4ever. Endless pain endless nightmares Haunt me everyday I am so scared I can barely go on My face drained tired of crying No more silence You tell me I am worthless All I can do is smile and agree You tell me black people should go I just look with confusion Big bully, Big bully As strong as you may think you are Your body screwd up Your life you say is perfect So I ask with confident WHY RUIN MINE they turn around and walk away Until another day arrivees. Endless pain Endless hate Can I true hold in? No emotion on my face is true all just a fake. I'm the young quiet girl Locked in a room corner Crying away silkently :blub: WHO DO YOU WANT ME TO BE :blub: ?